HER: ..."



... now, watching the clip for the third time I suddenly see what he might see ... first the sligtly bow of the forehead-nose-chin line, and second but not last - the way to move: both coquettish-innocent and - although I am not that skinny - svelte - btw: how tall is P.J. Harvey?

and then I wish to loose the other 4-5 kilos to hear next time again from you "You're looking good. Well, you know that you are good-looking - but - you loose weight, don't you?" and now - for now you would have been true indeed. Since six month ago - six months! - you said to me that "well - you are frustrated and win some weight ... " and still I'm asking me if it was THAT which made you turn your heart ... fu.... hell ... well, at least I AM proud that I even managed to loose 5 kilo since the beginning of the year!

and the next interesting man I meet online is - haha - an american expat from berlin - who send me some beautiful lines - a poem with a photo - in a second mail - and I struggeled my soul down and no - not again - and then why not - and why berlin - not another long distance thing and take care of poetry, they are like horoscopes - promising a world - but mind the gap between writings and doings - at least happenings ...

current mood: not kissed kisses itching my lips and caressing your cupid's bow in my imagination ... and indecisive - not knowing going where and when but that I had to ... soon ... yes, soon ...