"It feels like I am moving, but I'm standing still." - same with me when reading our silly, mailcorrespondance where I feel forced to missunderstandings there and back and there and back ... Apart from knowing this medical situation very very well, the fear of Akkustikusneurinom last year, and still the sounds in my ear and always suprised about parallel living as well here and there -

"It feels like I am moving, but I'm moving." would be the better saying. For ME NOW.

Or just the other way round? Am I really moving?

I get rid of looking too close, it feels like a self- blindness, just to throw me down on other senses. Which works. Which works as good as stumbling blind. No surprise that just yesterday I told the story of hurting my eye deeply when I was trying to blow up a balloon years ago. which bursted right into my eye.